I do not know when and how you became my addiction. I felt distance is parting us slowly. I do not want that at all. It terrifies me whenever I saw you tweeting something and it is about someone else. I am scared to see you with someone else. I know I am being selfish. Rejecting you acting all cool and stuffs but wanting to keep you only for myself. That is a lot of bullshit but I really am scared. I do not want you to go. I want you to stay with me. Through all the tomorrows and I will keep caring about you like no one else ever did. Because to me, you are special. To me, you are important. You had once said that to me, I was so melted. I know words like this is very common and said often, but I still accept that trick from you. Maybe I had not felt much about these sweet things, but I swear I am head to toes so happy that you confessed first before me. It shocked me although I knew it was coming but did not know it’s that soon. Nicholas, you are awesome. Not that you drift those nice cars and can afford an Audi, but being that piggyboo that will always light my day up whenever you say hello. Someday, I really want to meet you in person. Maybe not now, but when I am ready. When things are more likely stable, and I feel safe with you. I swear I will never walk out of your life even in the darkest of your times, I will have your back and be there for you. Even when everyone turns their back to you, you will still have me. Because you are my sister and I am your brother :3

You forgot all those pretty yesterdays,
Boy are we distancing apart,
Oh I forgot no one ever stays,
But please don’t leave me scars.

But boy you’re everything that I want,
You say we can try this one,
You came into my life with no harm,
When your name appears my heart beats like a drum.

Oh boy we’re young and there’s plenty of time,
But I don’t want to waste a single time,
When will you prove me right,
If you say we could try, let’s do this right.

You ain’t suppose to be my past,
Right now you’re my present and crush,
Will you come with me through all the tomorrows,
Because with you my time is beautiful.